Well it's the day after Halloween & I feel empty,disillusioned,and just plain pissed that I was at Show n Tel,not a new job or Salem Mass.(missing badly) New challenges need to come to me I got to think about some new roads to go down or maybe go down an old road more in a different direction but I just can't figure one out. But I know fourteen  years at the same job is a horror story for me as I feel the stagnation of my creativity & soul is starting to get to me in ways that are terrifying to myself going down that ugly road of desperation never occurred to me. Those thoughts disgust me to the core of my existence so  that will not be the way I make my exodus from this world no matter how depressed I get.

Hey it's been almost a year without a bitch about anything so let's go: Strip clubs are safer to go than Church wow that's totally fucked up because some dip shit white boy who thinks it's the blacks,coloreds, or African Americans fault instead of his own stupidity but, then under the whole "DO THE RIGHT THING" we have a scared little boy ask his mother if I was going to shoot him at fucking Wawa & she says I don't know. This planet is so fucked I can't recognize it kids getting thrown out of school for sharing lunches? GIVE ME A BREAK!!!! PEOPLE, U ARE THE PROBLEM NOT THE SOLUTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!
In comics DC gave me the Convergence a series that brought the JSA & Titans back for a little bit which was great but Marvel I'm just having a hell of a time understanding wit the Secret Wars but they are cancelling Spiderwoman AGAIN!!
Now to my least favorite subject my sanity,I'm having those dreams about Salem again walking through the city with a beautiful brunette & never seeing her face well I saw it finally and it belongs to a red head I know but at least I remember seeing a Birds of Prey poster with Spiderwoman in it yes I know it's some kind of subliminal thing due to my fondness for the character like Captain America in the JSA, yay a break through but it still doesn't change that I'm nuts and that I want to get back to this "dream" world to be with her.